When I had you

You're slowly losing me and you don't even know it,

you look into my eyes and you still don't see it,

the pain and faint cries, you don't want to hear it,

I keep on telling myself that it'll all be worth it.

I tried to keep you but you don't want me to,

I tried to fight for you but you don't want me to,

you're lost in a world where I can't reach you,

when all I want is to be in that world with you.

Someday you'd realize how much time you've wasted,

running after something that you thought was worth it,

at one point we had one dream that we both wanted,

but somewhere along the way you forgot why we started.

I thought it was real,

I thought you were it,

I thought what we had,

was in permanent ink.

But baby let's stop pretending that it's all alright

when all we do is make up and fight,

put an end to this misery and call it a day,

one day, someday, it'll all be okay.