What if?

Made this last March 31, 2018.

I don't need another drunken night

to know who I really want,

I don't need another sleepless night

to think about your smile,

I don't need another shot of gin

to remember that you were never mine,

All I need is for you to be the truth to all these lies.

Tried to delete your number

but I remember it by heart,

Everyday we talked day and night

like we were never apart,

It's been years since your last call

felt like my world just paused,

the day we stopped talking,

I tried to think of the cause.

Baby would it be easier if we had a reset?

start over and think that the past never happened,

I saw my soul through you and now I'm scared

Cuz what if you were it but I fucked up instead.